Monday, February 27, 2006
.: 28022006.0850hours :.
hello.. in library again.. free period wad.. i'm beginning 2 not lyk my blogskin liaox.. sighx.. anywaeshx, this totally sux.. i was up on e com till abt 1 am this morning trying 2 find e lame shit abt punctuation in ted hughes' poem pike.. sucked lyk hell.. seriously..
i think i'm getting random now.. jeaniee's blogskin is really quite nice..
whoohoo!! mrs. tan actually connected e internet in e library..
c.. i really m getting quite random liaox..
gd luck 2 e biology girls in class now.. taking test..
jappy's supposed 2 b back in Singapore 2day..
i mean.. dao sha bao.. teeheex..
wonder wat she did there..
other than celebrate larhx..
hmmmm..
damnit!! my stupid com can't go 2 blogskins..
gotta use kim's one..
lala.. sher's really tired so she's sleeping on e library table..
hope u dun think e other way..
as in e wrong way..
nvm..
i really wanna change my template..
again..
lyk..
yarhx..
lalala.. dunno wat else 2 say leh..
chinese is e next period..
4 one and a half hours..
someone please save me!!
heeellp!!
mannz!! i really wanna change my blogskin rite now!!
gah!! this is so annoying!! >.<
shall use purple now..
mannz..
lame chop is gonna come back & haunt me 4 e whole day of sch 2mr..
gd luck 2 me..
hahax..
nvm..
hmmm..
i shall go blog hopping now..
i'm really not as depressed as i was a few days b4 liaox..
wheee..
i'm even kinda high..
shall wait 4 dao sha bao 2 fill her seat tmr..
hahax..
wonder y blogspot has no pink colour font..
not tt i actually care, but wtv!!
hahax!!
COOL MAN!!
SO LAME!!
WHATEVER!!
ahahax!!
wheee!!
i'm so high now!!
lalala!!
oh btw, did i mention tt i oso can't think straight when i'm high,
oh wellx!!
now u know!!
hahax!!
wonder y i'm not tired yet..
hmmmx..
shall go & c if shawn updated his blog anymore after this..
lalax..
is there anything more 2 say?
sighx..
kim's so slow..
she only just realised tt she had drama 2day..
wtv!!
mannz!!
she's lyk..
humming 2 herself again..
REALLY loud..
sighx..
stupid dao sha bao didn't give me e 3rd box of LOVE STORM larhx!!
blurr dao sha bao!!
bad dao sha bao!!
kkaeshx!!
hahax
lala
i'm getting really random
oh yarhx.. told mel 2day tt cheryl's my cuz..
whee..
yay..
dunno y i'm so high abt tt..
guess i really m crazy..
yay!! mrs thomsett didn't come 2 schoool today! i'm FREE 4 e last one and a half hours!!
lalalax!!
kkaeshx..
got no time liaox..
lao shi walks lyk e speed of a bullet train..
better log off 1st..
dun wanna b late..
later get scolding frm her again..
so scary larhx!!
mannz!!
this com is slow..
wtv!!
ooh!! my auntie called up yesterday..
cuz i mentioned 2 her tt i wanted 2 take up japanese lessons..
so she recommended a nice place..
she went there 4 her chinese lessons..
btw, my auntie's japanese..
yarhx..
then my cuz went there 4 her japanese lessons 4 awhile also,
but now got no more time..
we decided..sorta.. 2 do it after our 'o's..
quite obvious larhx..
hahax
then..
hmmmmx..
urmmmx..
really g2g now..
sighx..
so sad..
anywaeshx,
SAYO NARA!!
>>han/sotongball__..
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|4:49 PM|
.: 28022006.0850hours :.
hello.. in library again.. free period wad.. i'm beginning 2 not lyk my blogskin liaox.. sighx.. anywaeshx, this totally sux.. i was up on e com till abt 1 am this morning trying 2 find e lame shit abt punctuation in ted hughes' poem pike.. sucked lyk hell.. seriously..
i think i'm getting random now.. jeaniee's blogskin is really quite nice..
whoohoo!! mrs. tan actually connected e internet in e library..
c.. i really m getting quite random liaox..
gd luck 2 e biology girls in class now.. taking test..
jappy's supposed 2 b back in Singapore 2day..
i mean.. dao sha bao.. teeheex..
wonder wat she did there..
other than celebrate larhx..
hmmmm..
damnit!! my stupid com can't go 2 blogskins..
gotta use kim's one..
lala.. sher's really tired so she's sleeping on e library table..
hope u dun think e other way..
as in e wrong way..
nvm..
i really wanna change my template..
again..
lyk..
yarhx..
lalala.. dunno wat else 2 say leh..
chinese is e next period..
4 one and a half hours..
someone please save me!!
heeellp!!
mannz!! i really wanna change my blogskin rite now!!
gah!! this is so annoying!! >.<
shall use purple now..
mannz..
lame chop is gonna come back & haunt me 4 e whole day of sch 2mr..
gd luck 2 me..
hahax..
nvm..
hmmm..
i shall go blog hopping now..
i'm really not as depressed as i was a few days b4 liaox..
wheee..
i'm even kinda high..
shall wait 4 dao sha bao 2 fill her seat tmr..
hahax..
wonder y blogspot has no pink colour font..
not tt i actually care, but wtv!!
hahax!!
COOL MAN!!
SO LAME!!
WHATEVER!!
ahahax!!
wheee!!
i'm so high now!!
lalala!!
oh btw, did i mention tt i oso can't think straight when i'm high,
oh wellx!!
now u know!!
hahax!!
wonder y i'm not tired yet..
hmmmx..
shall go & c if shawn updated his blog anymore after this..
lalax..
is there anything more 2 say?
sighx..
kim's so slow..
she only just realised tt she had drama 2day..
wtv!!
mannz!!
she's lyk..
humming 2 herself again..
REALLY loud..
sighx..
stupid dao sha bao didn't give me e 3rd box of LOVE STORM larhx!!
blurr dao sha bao!!
bad dao sha bao!!
kkaeshx!!
hahax
lala
i'm getting really random
oh yarhx.. told mel 2day tt cheryl's my cuz..
whee..
yay..
dunno y i'm so high abt tt..
guess i really m crazy..
yay!! mrs thomsett didn't come 2 schoool today! i'm FREE 4 e last one and a half hours!!
lalalax!!
kkaeshx..
got no time liaox..
lao shi walks lyk e speed of a bullet train..
better log off 1st..
dun wanna b late..
later get scolding frm her again..
so scary larhx!!
mannz!!
this com is slow..
wtv!!
ooh!! my auntie called up yesterday..
cuz i mentioned 2 her tt i wanted 2 take up japanese lessons..
so she recommended a nice place..
she went there 4 her chinese lessons..
btw, my auntie's japanese..
yarhx..
then my cuz went there 4 her japanese lessons 4 awhile also,
but now got no more time..
we decided..sorta.. 2 do it after our 'o's..
quite obvious larhx..
hahax
then..
hmmmmx..
urmmmx..
really g2g now..
sighx..
so sad..
anywaeshx,
SAYO NARA!!
>>han/sotongball__..
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|4:49 PM|
Sunday, February 26, 2006
.: 2722006.1051hours :.
hey.. in e library now.. during recess.. lala.. sry abt my previous post larhx.. kept beating around e bush, but i already said how hard it is 2 blog when i'm depressed wat.. still feeling depressed 2day.. cried myself 2 sleep 4 e past 2 days.. hate e feeling of realisation tt i only haf <10>
hey.. 4got 2 blog abt yesterday at church.. well. here goes.. e youth hadta lead worship yesterday larhx.. so i was lyk.. ping ming practice on sat.. mum made me.. i practiced every other day larhx!! then guess wat.. i TOTALLY screwedd up during worship.. had cold feet.. wtv.. i donch really care how u phrase it.. i just embarrassed myself in front of my whole church.. in case u din know.. tt's lyk.. 50 ppl around there, but tt's still alot..
lame shit larhx.. e worship in e beginning was already a bad start larhx.. played so many wrong notes.. jon was lyk.. totally ok.. NOTHING WENT WRONG WITH HIM!!! YYY ONLY MEEEE?! ahhhx!! gah!! i'm really beginning 2 hate my lyf.. sighx!! anywaeashx, i finally managed 2 upload my maple.. quite content abt it larhxs.. 'nywaeshx, i really really wanna change my blog template.. saw 1 nice 1 awhile ago.. some graveyard girl thingey.. i lyk depressing templates.. sorta comforts me tt i'm not e only 1 feeling depressed in this world.. sighx.. i keep typing wrongly.. shows how depressed i m.. then again, it cld just b tt i can't type fast without typing wrongly half e time.. oh wellx..
nice colour rite.. teeheexz.. i'm going blind.. gotta change it back 2 black 1st then later change e whole paragraph back 2 yellow.. anywaeshx, yeahx.. as if worship weren't bad enuff, i hadta play a few second solo act 4 our special item.. sucked larhx!! i TOTALLY screwed tt part up larhx!! lyk.. i played ONLY e 1ST NOTE correct, then screwed up e next consecutive notes.. later part of e song was ok, but i was lyk.. super depressed liaox.. wanted 2 just cry.. but tt'd b more embarrassing, so i just concentrated on e song and hoped and prayed tt i wouldn't tear..
thank God i didn't..
anywaeshx, i didn't eat during e break.. e rest is in my previous entry.. go read it larhx.. i'm 2 lazy 2 repeat.. later hoonster rant on and on at me again 4 repeating wat was already there.. shall go and try 2 find tt nice blogskin then apply it..
sayo nara..
STILL depressed..
>>han/sotongball__..
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|6:51 PM|
.: 26022006.1654hours :.
hey.. i'm feeling kinda depressed now.. somebody just kill me..
i nearly bawled my eyes out during lunch today..
dunno y leh
sighx..
i felt really nauseous, had tummyache and headache just now..
mannz!!
feeling slightly better now..
didn't have food 4 e break or lunch..
had sugar cane juice 4 lunch..
only..
mannz!!
i haven't even started on my maple story yet!!
anywaeashx,
i still feel depressed..
i was thinking..
and
thinking..
i finally came 2 e conclusion tt i have only a handful of true frenz..
i think..
wait..
2 handfuls..
not much of a diff..
anywaeshx,
ppl c me as weird..
dunno y..
anywaeshx,
wanna thank those who really lyk me 4 who i m..
really means a whole lot 2 me..
ppl either pretend 2 b my fren 2 cheat me of my feelings or money
or just 2 make use of me..
oh wellx..
then again,
i still can't figure out y i really wanted 2 cry during lunch 2day..
i let out a tear or 2, then forced myself not 2 cry..
got so many ppl around me..
i'd b so embarrassing larhx..
'nywaeshx,
yarhx..
joshua LIM was sitting just in front of me, facing me..
duh.. btw, we went 2 e beach rd hawker center..
no big larhx..
nothing nice..
had no appetite..
wanted 2 puke e whole time..
my maple's finally done now..
whoopee..
yay..
i'm so elated.. wheee..
try doing tt while ur feeling depressed..
oh wellx,
i kinda figured tt i only haf 2 handfuls of friends who actually lyk me 4 who i m..
i know i'm beating around e bush..
quite hard 2 think straight when i'm depressed..
i shall sign off here..
wanna play maple liaox..
i'm still depressed btw..
sayo nara..
i think i'm gonna take up japanese lessons wif my cuz..
i like,
but i'm still depressed..
nvm..
this is TOTALLY personal..
hope e wrong ppl dun come..
btw, joshua ang's b'day is in 3 days time..
happy b'day in advance..
hope u get really nice presents!!
yepps..
STILL feeling depressed..
>>han/sotongball..
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|12:54 AM|
Monday, February 20, 2006
.: 20022006.2143hours :.
hellos.. yay.. 2day's xie zhi's b'day!!
HAPPY BURFDAY XIE ZHI!!*~whee!!~*
i'm kinda high now.. oh wellx.. just discovered tt jamie changed her blog..
i'm bored.. not really high anymore..
hahax!! i'm gonna make this entry a really really LONG 1!!
*bleahx!!*
sigh.. my bro's sickening lyk shit larhx!!
tt's kinda lyk his job rite??
gah!!
he's getting scolding now 4 scolding his fren on e phone..
don't know & don't care y..
i'm bored..
anyweashx, i'm watching survivor's law now!!
can't stand vincent!!
but i think Sammul TOTALLY rocks!! yay!!
poor qingling!! (e one in e show!!)
'nywaeshx, i'm bored.. i wanna change my template.. then i'll hafta reconfigure all my linkaes..
unless it's e same larhx.. hopefully larhx.. i'm really lazy..
sigh.. really annoyed with e characters leh
'nywaeshx, i'm gonna change my template after this, then check out shawn & joshua's blog later..
*bleahx!!*
really angry with e characters ine show now!!
ahhhh!!
oh mannz!!
so annoyed!! ahhhh!! stupid weiming!!
blahblahblah..
what else shld i say leh?
hmmmx..
oh yarhx..
lao shi was super scary 2day larhx!!
i don't dare 2 make her angry anymore larhx!!
finished reading my book already..
hope i do well..
i hope 2 get an A1 4 my 'o's..
unattainable now, but i'll TRY 2 work 2wards it..
blahblah..
so bored leh..
no offence lesley.. if ur reading this,
but i think tt tay ping hui's seriously getting uglier & uglier!!
it's kinda lyk a fact..
teeheex..
kkaeshx..
i'll go now..
byebyex!!
ttfn!!
ta
ta
for
now
!
!
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|5:42 AM|
Thursday, February 09, 2006
.: 09022006.1940hours :.
hellohellohelloes... i'm FINALLY updating my bloggie... sry 4 not updating it 4 so long larhx... busy wat.. hahax!!
omg!! went to watch i not stupid too this mon, ROCKS!!! i SO wanna watch it again!! Shawn's birthday's this Saturday, 11022006!! ahhhh!! wheee!! happy birthday in advance!! (not tt shawn even knows me YET or is gonna come 2 my blog but wtv larhx... teeheex... wheee!!
i'm lyk.. super high now.. then again... haiyarhx... tmr got ting xie... sighx... hey hoonster's font is lyk.. super small larhx!! change it mannz!!
wheee!! guess what?! i only shed 1 tear during the whole show!! it was lyk... super farnie + touching lorhx!! wheee!! i was lyk... super high tt whole day larhx!! then i was lyk.. xiao... actually, come 2 think abt it, i'm always xiao... wtv.. nvm then... sighx... i miss shawn already... even though i donch know him larhx!! duh!! if i did, i'd probably dedicate a few bloggie entries 2 our meeting, however little or much we did.. hahax!!
sighx.. doing history homework now... stupid mrs. raymond ong is lyk... super annoying larhx!! lyk... find 1 factor... blarghblarghblarghx... lame shit larhx!!
gonna change my template very soon... once i find more time 2 do it... then i gotta spend lyk... realli long re-configuring my linkaes... so mah farn larhx... sighx... so sad larhx!! i missed star idol yesterday... i miss chengxi!!
i'm getting super random now... oh wellx... wtv!! hahax!! someone go watch i not stupid too with me again!! i SO wanna watch it again!! ahhhhx!! i'm lyk... dying 2 go larhx!! ahhhhx!!
hmmmmx... wat else shld i say leh... i wanna make this entry lyk.. super long... hmmmm... oh yearhx!! i can tell u abt me!! wait... tt's stupid.. nvm... wat i was thinking... & still am thinking larhx!! ...dortx...
sighx.. e colours here r lyk... super limited larhx!! haiyarhx!!
oh yarhx... just so u know, i think tt Raymond Lam and Samuel Chan, as well as Myolie Wu so TOTALLY ROCK!!! ahhhhx!! kkaeshx... just hadta get tt off my chest.. hahax!!
kaeshx... wait arhx... gotta do my work 1st... wait arghx... hold on... i'll b back!! hahax!!
haiyarhx.. just say 1st larhx... if not then i 4get again then my bloggie entry will b shorter.. hahax...
i was lyk... counting e no. of ways a person cld commit suicide, and concluded which 1 was e best way 2!! hahax!! btw, i think depression is cool... u lyk.. lose weight SUPER fast, then lyk... dunno larhx!! i just think it's cool... mebbe then i can look lyk... half as cute & cool lyk zai zai, frm f4... 4 those non-chinese music fans, he's vic zhou... if u still donch know him, then there's oso nothing i can do larhx... anywaeshx, yarhx...
oh yarhx... here's my list of e cool ways of suicide:
1. slash my own wrist__.. [ouch! dunno whether i'd dare or not.. mebbe larhx..](me!!)
2. drink detergent__.. [*bleahx!* disgusting!! e taste wld b just awful larhx!! ](not me!!)
3. breathing in carbon monoxide__.. [easiest leh.. then very peaceful summore!!](definitely me!!)
4. jump down frm a building__.. [seems easy.. but i'm afraid of heights.. lame shit larhx!!](me!!)
5. stab myself/get stabbed__.. [ouchies!! i think it'd b 2 painful larhx!!](not me!!)
6. take poison__.. [donch want!! looks so painful on t.v. leh!!](not me!!)
7. shot in e head__.. [ouchies!! anywaeshx, where on earth do i get hold of a gun frm?!](not me!!)
8. excessive bleeding?__.. [hmmm.. tt'd hafta include e slashing/stabbing..](not me!!)
9. gang fighting/fighting__.. [hmmm.. cool!! i've always wanted 2 join a gang!!](me!!)
10. electrocution__.. [i'd hafta b struck by lightning.. ouchies!!](not me!!)
11. drug overdose__.. [i'd hafta pay a huge sum of $ 4 tt.. don't haf leh!! ahahax!!](not me!!)
mannz.. gotta get off e com already.. lame shit larhx!! anywaeshx, if u can help me add 2 my list, pls tag kkaeshx!! >.< (",) teeheex!! P.S. SHAWN LEE CHUANG RUI ROCKS!! YAY SHAWN!! >>han/sotongball________________..
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|3:35 AM|
