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Saturday, July 08, 2006

.: 08072006.1629 hours.. at home :.

hellos.. i know i haven't updated 4 awhile already.. sighs.. i'm kinda getting e jitters now.. gotta lead youth worship tmr.. then i haven't exactly decided on what to say and all tt.. what if i screw up big time?! it'll b so embarrassing!! furthermore, we have a guest speaker tmr!! pastor david lim from paya lebar presbyterian church!! >.<>

oh no!! anyways.. school was so sucky.. wait.. it was actually quite ok.. i think.. wednesday was nice.. e stupid mag sim didn't come 2 class, so karms and i went 2 e com lab.. hey.. tt was my last entry.. nvm.. hmmms.. i FINALLY wrote hoonster's reply letter, then.. oh yearhs.. let's talk abt e whole founders day dinner problem..

i asked my father, then my mother, actually my mother then my father.. wait.. i'm mixed up.. nvm.. point being tt they both didn't want me 2 go 4 e founders day dinner.. father said: i didn't even go for my founders day dinner. mother said: i didn't even have anything at that time.. kk.. sad right!! who said anything abt having an ex-mg girl as a mother meant tt i cld DEFINITELY b allowed 2 go?! besides!! my mom's 52!! they didn't have all this type of fanciful stuffies in her time!!

i feel super bad.. i mean.. both karms and denisee agreed 2 lend me clothes if i cld go, and jacinth even said tt she cld ferry me there and back!! but NO!! my mum had 2 b a wet blanket, said tt she saw karms b4 and karms was smaller than me so i cldn't EVER fit into her clothes.. tt's what i tried telling denise, but she claimed she had BIGGER clothes.. how much bigger? i don't think i'll even b able 2 fit in2 karms or denise's clothes.. i did THINK tt i'd PROBABLY b able 2 fit in karm's clothes, but tt's a far throw.. or wtv u say when it's practically impossible.. this stinks..

i actually wanted 2 go.. A BIT!! e other 3/4 of me or so didn't wanna go cuz i don't have formal clothes, i feel bad borrowing frm my friends, and i feel even worse having 2 b ferried there and back, and i never really thot tt founders day dinner was ever tt important, but with e whole class forcing me 2 go, e pressure's really on..

now my parents don't wanna let me go, i really don't know what i'm gonna do.. it sucks larhs.. sighs.. any comments? tag kk..

>>han/sotongball-

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lame!
hungry!
lazy!
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cheena!
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i.DEMAND.

ipod video!
Sony Ericsson Z800i!
shoes!
clothes!
caps!
coloured ankle socks!
nice water bottle(s)!
friends!

i.DISCRIMINATE.

broccoli!
mag sim!
social studies!
annoying ppl!
doing homework!
sunburnt skin peeling!
ppl touching my stuffies!
forced 2 do stuff against my will!

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lise
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